thursday

morning have been raining non-stop and so i just have to cook noodle at home to eat.... in the evening i went to paya lebar to meet with est and then take 51 to hou gang vans house.... had a small chat with her... ok la....this is more than expected already.. didnt ask for more than that. it seem that jonaan is leaving them and a new cg leader is going to lead them already.. after that i went off first to go to vince house to play majong and i had to team up with fh. when i reach there, he was already like losing $11 and i am prettey sian liao...lucky i was able to recorp and won $18 in the end.... haha.....haha......after that kub and i took cab home....

lastpaper

today is the last paper already and i had actually forgot to bring my calculator to the exam hall. lucky i call vince and he was still in sch. so i went to itas to take the calculator from him but his one isnt wad i really wanted, lucky zishan have the type of calculator i needed. hahaha..... and then i seated down and have a small chat with them till 2pm and then went to the sport hall to wait to go in... wad the hell, my seat is 722 and it is so far back.... haha... after the exam i went back home already and had nth to do. at night, vince came to my house and get back his present that he put at my house one... it is a low cut shirt for yi fen whom i also dunno who she is..... haha......

second paper suck

today was math paper... haha it was dame hard in the section c which i dun really know how to do... of cox it is the math to the rest of the classmate of mine la. haha... after sch went to parkway to buy some food home to eat.... nth else today... haha....

1 year 1 times

finally today is the day that i long for cause for today i can buy lots of food suply to put at home... haha..... normally, my house dun really get anything to keep one.... and every year this time my house wil get lots of can food from all over my dad friends..... which is from praying la.... today my dad cook tom yam soup and lots of food to eat as his friend are also coming to our house to eat...... and now, all the 3 com at my house got cs already and so we can play lan already... and so kubby came to my house and be the 3rd player today and my bro also got play...ohhhh... i'm just too full already.... till now my stomach has the feeling of tearing up... hahahahaha.... ok la.... tml still got a math test which is so troublesome.....

first day of exam

ytd was dame tired sia went to slp at about 8++ and wake up at 8am today... haha.... i couldnt wait till the paper have started.... stayed at home was so boring and yet the paper was at 7-9pm in the nite.... in the morning, i have been doing nth but staring at the ceiling... haha.... that was too boring liao till chong ask mi to go parkway to study... and that was when i'm back to life.... at least i can go out of my own cage... at parkway, mi and chong saw ant and est or they saw us la... but we were still studying at the mac... after awhile we ask them to go play pool already... haha... as hotshot have been close down, we went to the megapool at the mac building 5th floor... we were playing tag team... haha... mi and esther.... chong and anterine.... and then later came sally and one of her friend name xiao fu.... they 2 one team.... haha.... they sure have lots of thing to play... even card majong... haha.... we played till around 6pm and then i have to rush down to poly to take my exam....haha... after around 45mins i finish the paper and then off o go already.... and then 1 paper is gone.....

back for awhile

finally, i'm back.... wad do u think u will do if the weather continue to rain for 2 day? well, it will be extreme boring to be staying at home. today, i went out with kub and augustine to parkway to buy psp and some other thing and then went to sim lim to buy memory card and kub went to buy game. after that we went to eat at the 24hrs coffeeshop.

the question to be ask to mi

am i been annoying?
am i disturbing someone else?

have i change?
have i not know myself more?

have my luck gone?
have it come back to me?

wad do i actually like?
wad is it actually

do i have a ans to all?
do i have to ans all?

finally my worry are gone.

today morning was like so tired and yet i still have to wake up and go poly as i'm having a speech exam today. in the morning i was like saw wrong colour pants and i brought along a dark blue pan which i should have brought along the black colours one... but nvm. the shirt i wear today is also funny meh? haha.... today get back the speaking test for eff-com which i get 9/15.. not that high but as long as it can pass can already.. haha... i dun ask for much, especially for english base sub.... and today, i most happy about is the writoral speech. i get 15/20 for it.... even thought it might not be high but for the first half of the class, i get the highest already so i dun ask for much.

F.O.P

uh-ho...wowowowowowowow....... wad a great night today.... eventought there are also thing which i didnt done.
in the morning i actually intend to go buy weight to train one but mi and kubby have to meet est and the rest at kallang mrt at 4.30 and so we didnt go buy it. instead, we went to bugis at 2 and play the sanguo. that stupid kub again took 2 silver and 1 gold card while i onli 1 silver card... nvm... haha.... after that we 2 went to kallang and take the shuttle bus to indoor stadium to meet up with ber and the rest.... i have actually bought 2 bottle of drink in there and then the guard said that i cannot bring it in... wad a troublesome guard, but if i were to be him, i think i will also follow the rule ba.... just too bad..... th event today was so fun and great... like no othersss. i'm glad that i didnt walk away in the begining..... haha.... i have wanted to buy some cd at first but ber siad that she can try to help mi d/l it so i dun have to buy it.... haha... after the event, mi and kubby walk homeas it is about 4 busstop away onli...hhahahaha.......

MADNESS!!!!!

arrrrrr!!!!! wad am i doing?

today went to play sanguo and then went to vince house to play majong and ended with $0 wining in the end.. hais.... after that mi, kub and chee jie went to grandlink to play pool.....

i told myself that i have to study at lease 5 hrs tml... but will i be able to do it?

feeling down for a moment

wad am i doing or wad have i been doing? hidding in a corner keeping silent all by myself? am i bullied? wad is actually happening to me which i also dunno? am i getting tired of human life? am i getting tired of everything? or did i made a wrong move in the beginning? should i have been there or should i not been there? or the biggest problem with mi is that my self confident is leaking into the universe?

btw i have been studying for some time as my sis said and she herself is also going into university already... hope that everything is going well not just well but extreme well for her.... and also not forgeting her friend when she in there.....

as for my monday speech, just pray that it will move on smoothly and nothing will happened. getting a pass will made in fly to ceiling.... haha.... not fly in that meaning la.... u should know.... haha.....


the final question "why am i mi?"..........

is this the question making mi emo?