objective in life

in this life which i had been just passing just like nth and spending it like nth... i just realise that i had not been choosing a path for myself but just anyhow fill up the path which i'm taking...as for when i'm in primary sch, that time i have no choice as i'm still young i get into kong hwa primary... till when i'm in primary 6, i have always fail my english language even up till nw.. and also i din really plan to go to any gd secondary as a result i just went to the nearest secondary sch there is as many ppl are like this which is a no-name boardrick that time i'm in... but no when i graduate from it.... at that time i din really though abt wad i'm going to go in the future...from secondary to poly i onli get 22pts and i was abt to get into mechatronics. as for the future job which i might have might not also be wad i'm studying in which many ppl might also be like this... i have also taken 2 other language when my language is already very sux... wad the hell rite.. and nw i have enroll into robotic as my elective as i cannot see that this year de aerospace is really having a very competitive fight for it... my class onli get 4 into it and the lowest gpa is still 3.48 whereby my gpa is onli 2.72... and last year average gpa for it is onli 2.5... WAD the HELL...